September 15, 2011

I drempt that I was in an enormous hotel.  I was part of starting a health and wellness program with a group of women that has its office in the hotel.  I know some of the clientel will be autistic.  Two of the young women and I were walkingaround the hotel looking around at the businesses that were there.  We met two men who were very attractive and seemed interested in the work we were doing.  They tagged alongwith us.  We decided to go to the pool, the water was deep.  Suddenly the play got very aggressive and the two men drowned the women intentionally.  I was shocked and got out of the water.  The men didn’t follow me, it seemed as though they only wanted the women.

My whole life seemed to be turned upside down.  I was appalled at the betrayal and the fact that my friends were dead.  Iwas a bit confused and saddned even though life bustled on.  I found J*Female (Teacher) in the hotel.  She calmed me down saying that I was capable  of moving forwrd and maybe the women needed to go.  I was comforted by this and went to the healing center.  I felt highly distrustful of men, even though I felt better.

I went into a room which was designed, very intentionally, as a huge shower/locker room for the paitients needs.  It looked dusty and abandoned in the short time I was gone.  I was sitting with another woman who was going to work in this center, although she wasn’t one of the founders.  I talked about what the place would’ve been like if the two women hadn’t died.  The woman was suprized.  She told me she still wanted to work with me and that there were many women who did (I saw a flash of a large group of women).  “Aren’t you afraid?” I asked.  “I don’t know if it will happen again.”  She said that no one was afraid.  I was excited and we started cleaning the room.

Somewhere (a different dream?) S*male told me I needed my glasses.  I said, “How do you know I need glasses?!”  I was mad at him for knowing about the glasses and the fact that he was right.  I went and got them out of my purse.

Interpretation:

This dream was an excellent reflection of about six weeks of intensive study at the College of Metaphysics.  Five weeks before this dream I fractured and sprained my foot.  I spent the next few weeks purifying my consciousness and delving very deep into my psyce to create healing.  Shortly before this dream I experienced an energy healing where I actually saw the bone in my foot suture back together.  I saw my body for what it truly is, energy  slowed to various rates.  I knew that energy is moldable, therefore, my body is moldable and when the healing was complete I stood up pain free.  

All of that culminated with this dream.  A dream where I am literally  building a space in mind for wholness. There was an experience in my day where I was around an individual who was angry.  Anger was an emotion intimately connected to my injury because I had tremendous fear of receiving other people’s anger as well as my own.  After the healing of my foot I knew I had the strength to “stand on my own two feet” and had this particular experience of receiving another individual’s anger.  At first it threw me off balance and I felt deflated.  However, because of what I had learned I was able to rerout my thoughts using my conscious mind and begin perceiving things in a new light.  After the exchange I  realized that whatI could give in the situation was love. I projected love to the person and to the space which,  I think, lead to my admittance of  the need for glasses and taking them out of my  purse.

I was thrilled to receive this dream.  As I said it showed that I was creating a space within myself that I could access at any time which is incredibly freeing.  The scene with the dusty room showed my  deflation  from  the exchange and the unkown woman and I cleaning up showed my willingness to keep on going.  The way to true health is to change thought.  This dream gave me security to know that I was doing that and encouraged me to continue my quest toward wholeness. 

September 2011

I dreampt that I  was in a room  with a woman who was fairly  young.  She wanted to show me something so  wewere transferred into a sick room.  There was a woman (her at a different age) lying on a bed.  Shewas being eaten by bugs, particularly her stomach.  She was inpain.  She had two sons.  They were at the foot of her bed praying.  The scene changed and I saw D*male and his ex-wife L*female.  They were a part of a religion.  They were like the aristocray.  Their clothing looked almost royal and they were a part of an inner circle who were treated like royalty.  

D*male was part of an elite team who did healings.  He went into the room with the woman and the bugs.  Everyone kept telling her that she would live and be OK.  All of the “aristocracy” said this and D*male was silent.  She was in pain and the boys were scared.  She ended up calling D*male over to her and told him that she trusted him and as long as he said she could live she knew she would be OK.  Finally, after a little while, D*male went in and told her she was going to die.  A tremendous peace filled the room.  Finally someone had told her the truth and the truth she could deal with.  She and the boys felt safe knowing the truth.

Interpretation:

The night after receiving this dream I called D*male.  It was so vivid that I felt compelled to tell him.  Afterwards I said,”I don’t know why I had this dream.”  “I do,” he told me.  What followed was that he and his ex-wife had been seriously committed Mormans and that they were always known as the “power couple.”  They were like the aristocracy and that he was part of an order of priests who were ordained to do a type of hands on healing.  There was a woman he knew who had cancer.  She had two little boys.  She said that the illness felt like she was being eaten alive.  He was the one she trusted to adminster to her and until he did so everyone in the church was insisting she would would heal.  When D*male adminstered the message he said something to the affect of “The angles are waiting for you.”  After that she knew the truth and she was filled with the peace to let go.

This dream prompted something profound for D*male.  He knew that he had a gift with his ability to administer.  He had been  accurate with births and deaths of various kinds as well as supernatural pneomina such as angels and other spirits.  He was able to come to a point of honesty within himself that he actually had some fear around this gift.  The accuracy of this is a responsibility and it was one that he had been ignoring.  It re-ignited the healer within him.  This dream ocurred just before a Spiritual Focus Weekend at the College of Metaphysics called the Spirit of the Healer which he immediately signed up to attend to learn more about this part of himself.  It was an amazing experience for us both.  For me to be able to receive a message that someone needed to hear and for that individual to revisit a profound and important part of himself revealed the magastey of dreams.

Commentary:
I had just got back from an all student weekend at the College of Metaphysics.  At this time I was planning and preparing to move to the College of Metaphysics in July of 2011.  It was an inspirational weekend for me; I gained much motivation for the final stretch of my goal.  I had a lot of learning in that weekend; it was like dots were connecting in my mind.

In the early hours of the morning, I dreamt:

I was attempting to pull down a grid from the sky, and was finding it difficult. So I seek the assistance of others. My self and several people at the College of Metaphysics were able to pull down a grid from the sky. When it came down we realized that it was the Christ Consciousness grid that we had brought to earth. It was revealed that the grid was brought to earth so that it can be the same below as it is above.

The significance of this dream to my life:
This dream occurred the night following the viewing of the movie Avatar. The movie has several scenes where the main characters were flying around in the sky or landing on the planet while on the back of a large animal. The movie encouraged thoughts within me regarding the levels of mind. Following the viewing of the movie, I journaled my thoughts before going to sleep. The movie stimulated a desire to receive insight regarding the divisions of mind.

As well as viewing the movie Avatar at the end of the day, throughout that day I often had my thoughts on God. I was walking from the barn with love in my heart for all humanity, and reflecting upon my place in the scheme of things. I felt that I have a personal relationship with God. Since my arrival at the College, the relationship has become stronger. The College campus is such a sacred place; and with so many people of like mind, I am able to keep a still mind for longer periods, throughout the day.

I have often asked, during meditation, to see the face of God; recently I received an image, it was my own face. The dream following the viewing of the Avatar movie indicates my awareness of parts of Self that is closest to the Creator.

My dream:
I entered a house, there was a number of people in the house; there appeared to be a meeting in progress. I soon realized that it was a planning meeting. We were planning an escape from the city. The location is somewhere in Europe during World War II. I left with a male; he was driving a car of the period. I was in the passenger seat. We were coming up to a junction with several men in uniform (guards); I got out of the car and commence walking beside the moving car. It was known that we were more likely to be stopped if there were two or more people in the car. As we approached the uniformed men who were on the opposite side of the street – one guard said, there goes a car but did not stopped us.

We continued to drive through many streets with me walking and running beside the car through several cities. This took place over what appeared to be several hours.

The significance of this dream to my life:
I am a 62 year old who at the time of the dream was attending a residential course of applied metaphysics. The other students were in their twenties and thirties. Under normal circumstances it was understandable feeling that I could not keep up with my classmates. In addition, I have a hip condition that causes pain, sometime more than others. This did not prevent me from keeping up with the classmates; as a matter of fact, they often remark on my physical stamina, and at times, I am able to match their endurance.

In my twenties, thirties and forties my stamina and endurance was high. I was nicknamed the energizer bunny. The vehicle in the dream represents the physical body. As previously stated I often have conflict within self, as to whether I am strong enough or healthy enough to work a long side the younger classmates.

The day prior to the dream I was contemplating my capability of continuing the effort of being a college student, because I did not feel physically strong and agile to continue on. Having this dream I realized that it was significant, and discussed with two or three individuals until I found someone that allowed me to understand how the dream fits into my life.

I now realize that the dream is a communication to assure me that my thoughts of limitation are not real. It was going to the discipline to direct myself in order to attain my ideal. Since this time I have not entertainment any thoughts of limitation. I am also well aware that I can maintain the level of endurance required to accomplish the activities, on a daily basis.

My Dream:

I remember going into a spacecraft, as were many others, my mission was a beauty parlor for some reason. I went in and a lady put me in a state of the art blow dryer, it was big, I left and reported back to home base. Home base said this is the place where the polarities change, the beauty parlor will be crushed. So, people were fleeing the Earth because it was going to be destroyed. Then I saw in the sky asteroids coming toward us. They collided and left a huge hole in the ground. The beauty parlor was still there. There were a team of bad guys that came in on motorcycles, I fled because I knew they were after me. Everywhere I went, there those guys were. I found ways to escape, I even hid on top of a semi because the leader was looking for me. I went back to the beauty parlor and stood in the machine again. Then I saw it happening again, huge rocks coming in from the sky and colliding. Now I was getting a little scared, still it didn’t hit me. I needed to get out of here. I went back to the parlor and Dr. Barbara Condron and Dr. Daniel Condron (teachers) were there, Dr. Daniel was hungry and opened the refrigerator and started eating. I began to start making something for Dr. Daniel, I didn’t realize he was hungry. Then I woke.

The significance of this dream to my waking life:
This dream had a pretty big impact on my life. Since in this dream it talked about the destruction of the earth. I felt it was my duty to save the planet and the secret place where it all begins and ends is the beauty parlor. I had this dream on the fourteenth of August 2009. I have been living at the College of Metaphysics for about a month now and well into the summer. That night I had dream class and I shared this dream. Dr. Barbara Condron brought to my attention that night that this dream had a lot to do with my influence and why I’m here on earth at this point in time. I’ve thought about this a lot and at the time I had this dream I was contemplating what it meant to be and live Superconsciousness, I was literally hungry to know. I believe I understood my integral relationship to the whole and also my influence no matter how small I think it may be.

My dream:

I knocked on the door to my friends apartment B* and N* who are married. I needed a place to sleep. N* opened the door and I asked him if I could sleep at this place. B* was on the couch watching T.V. with their baby in her lap. He said sure and led me to a pallet he already made up of white down feather comforters. I thanked him and walked to the pallet laying on the floor. I saw that right next to the blankets was a trash can that was over flowing. To the right of the trash can was a pile of food that had not been eaten that was being thrown out. I thought it was odd that it wasn’t eaten.

My interpretation of the dream:

There is a frame of mind I am in need of utilizing in order to assimilate (needing a place to sleep). This frame of mind I sought out was in regards to freeness and honesty (represented by B* and N*). I desire to assimilate with purity (white blankets). When I start the process of assimilation I discover both things that are unproductive and I don’t need anymore (trash) and knowledge and tools that I did not utilize (food) previously.

Meaning:

The way this dream fits into my life is beautiful. I love to have dreams where I know exactly what it’s referencing in my waking world.

The previous day I overheard a conversation between my teacher and a classmate of mine who had just started to feel better from a week long illness. She had him mind-map his sickness so that he could better understand the cause and effect of his mental attitudes and how they manifested in the body. It stimulated me to go deeper with the illness I had experienced just a week or two prior.

I realized that I had gotten better and understood the cause yet the understanding was incomplete. I knew it was incomplete because, one: I hadn’t fully allowed myself time to assimilate the experience and two: I had difficulty remembering what the learning was. This prompted me to journal (need for sleep in the dream). I also got the book “Permanent Healing” and looked up the mental causes for disorders. I freely and honestly (Qualities I see in the dream aspects of B* and N*) examined my state of being leading up to the sickness.

What I realized was that it was all the unproductive thought processes (overflowing trash) I had about myself that caused me to be sick. I built up a lot of toxins (trash) in my body through the toxic mental thoughts; thoughts of worthlessness, hopelessness, anger, depression, and such. It was these thoughts combined with my physical health that allowed the sickness to flourish.

I was grateful for what I discovered from the journaling and from the dream. It became much more clear in my mind especially from the symbols in the dream. Since I was sick, I increased my health a great deal. I have been saying uplifting affirmations of praise, truth, love, value, and thankfulness. I’m making conscious choices to redirect my thinking in the moment by accepting enjoyment in my life rather than thinking I can’t enjoy my life for some erroneous reason. I’ve discovered the power of directing my own thinking and claiming that power. I’m causing myself to choose, think, speak and act on positive thoughts. I am putting more attention on the ways I choose to respond- checking my attitude about situations rather than just reacting. This dream insight was very helpful and enabled me to have a more complete understanding of my healing process.

This was a dream that I received after having made a serious commitment regarding the path I’d be taking in my life:
The Dream

Dr. Daniel (the director of the College of Metaphysics) had the college students host the upcoming class of new students. I was on my way there, to be a new student. I wasn’t sure if I needed to make more money, so I just needed to have faith that I did have enough money, and that I earned my way there to study.

I was up, and I took my ring and searched for my new room. I went to the Peace Dome, and it was like there was a main room, and from that room there was a staircase leading to the upper chamber. There were three bedrooms up there. There was a sign made as a door hanging that said “Dr. Mark.” (He was a student at the Louisville School of Metaphysics where I was teaching at the time of the dream). I was sure that he was not coming to be a college student- that they were merely open to the possibilities of him being one. I flipped the sign over on intuition, and there was my name- it was really my room.

Why is this dream a health and wholeness dream?

I spent the summer of 2009 in much solitude and contemplation. I was unemployed after having worked in a stressful environment and enjoyed the freedom, yet was aware I needed to get myself back into the connectivity of society. I also knew I’d need to get a new job and start earning money.

I was easily influenced by the stimulus from others, whether negative or positive. I had both types of stimuli at work in my life, and I was torn between both of them. One part of me was depressed and believed I was no good and incapable of pulling myself out of a rut. This belief came from the negative thoughts of others, and I easily took to them. The other part of me had a lot of support in making the choice of a lifetime, a choice to move to a whole new state and learn from and within a highly evolved spiritual community. I was constantly swaying back and fourth between being empowered or dumbed down. Finally, I made the solid choice that I would indeed raise the funds to study full time on the campus of the College of Metaphysics for a year and a half term. This would require paying off debts and having thousands of dollars in savings. I had only a few short months to make this money.

At the time of this dream, I had an early morning job and just began a second job. I was working every day. I was getting creative in the ways that I could raise the money needed. The drive to become a student at the college became more and more internal and less from outside sources. I was motivated toward my high ideal and grew rapidly in my spirituality and understandings.

The “promise ring” in my dream reflects the commitment I made to myself to use the earth as a school room for my soul. I remember waking from the dream and feeling such a deep sense of wholeness. I knew I was healed of the depressing negative thoughts that kept me small and weak. I was inspired and assured that my efforts would pay off and that I’d make it in time for the winter semester.

I have heard the saying many times “Life is about the journey, not the destination.” What brought about so much wholeness was knowing that I was in the present moment, learning all along the way. My dream bedroom was the main room in the World’s Peace Dome, which is a holy site on the campus of the College of Metaphysics. This reassured me that my dwelling place in my mind had evolved greatly. I had to pay close attention to take ownership of the holiness I had produced in my consciousness. I was valuable.

This dream assured me that my efforts were working, i was on the right path, I was no longer in a depressed state of mind, and I was indeed going to reach my goal. (And of course, I did!)